If you could had

If I could had run forever
I would have run
If I could had flown away
I would have flew
If I could had drive
I would have driven away
The moment it takes you away
The feel of you drifting
The world suddenly stops
Nothing matters
That's what you thought
Until reality hits you
You can't go anywhere
Chained and shackled
Only if you could

Meeting Your Love

A soulmate you may call
A girlfriend you may call
A boyfriend you may call
But it's your love
few you may have
Many you may have
It may take a lifetime
It may take a short time
But you will know
The spark in your eyes
The fast pounding of your heart
The dryness of your throat
The feel of natural comfort with your other
The way your lips feel so perfect together
The way how time passes without a feel
The way you wonder how lucky you are to be with them
The way butterflies roam in your stomach
That is when you're in love
That's how you meet your love

How much you want it to end

The pounding
The rush
The annoyance
The anger
Filling you up
You want to be saved from this
Nothing feels good
Only pain
How can you be saved when you didn't save
The heart ache
The breaking sound
You want to leave
But you never gave them a chance to leave
The secret pleas
The silent whimpers
The suddenly dried red
Starting to become the last of you
Bright yellow, orange, and red
Black following the trail
A scream bursts out
Echoing around
Bouncing off the walls
Entering through the walls
Finding ears
A quiet fills in now
Leaving you to realize
How much you wanted it to end

Hold Me Forever (Lavi Lemon for Laviluvr)

Name: Taya Yu
Age: 17
Looks: Up above
Personality: a bit shy buts opens to the people she knows, kind, mean as Kanda when mad
Family: Kanda's little sister 
" means talking * means thinking


~Story Start~
I was sleeping. Dreaming away of him. Lavi. Dreaming we were together, somewhere with candy. Why was candy there, I have No idea but he was there so I wasn't complaining. Together happily. We both lean for a kiss but..Kanda pour cold water on me. Sending him a death glare, I yelled. "What the hell Kanda!!! I was sleeping!!!" "I know. Time to get up" He said. Then he left me. Left me to soak in anger and disappointment. I get up to dress. Walking out to the cafeteria, I pass Komui. "Hello Taya" "Hey Komui-san" "You're looking quite unhappy." "Yea well I have a annoying big brother" Komui laughing said " You will thank him one day." "Until that one day comes I don't think so." Komui laugh walking away. *Komui is strange*
~In Cafeteria~
Finally in the cafeteria I walk to Jeff.  "What can I give you today?" ask Jeff with a smile. "Dangos and curry please" I said shyly. "I'm sorry but we all out on dangos." My jaw dropped. "What happen to them?" "Allen wanted a whole 20 plates full of it-" "We all know that but what about the others?" "Everyone wanted some." " Who was the last person to order some?" I questioned angrily.  Everyone knows I need a least 2 dangos. "Lavi" In that instant all my anger went away. I turn to Lavi only for him to wave his hand. I look back at Jeff. "Heres your curry." "Thanks Jeff." Walking toward Lavi, he had his famous smile. " I grab some dangos for you." "Thanks Lavi" I said giving him a kiss. You see me and Lavi were boyfriend and girlfriend. Taking my right fully owned dangos I shoved one in Kanda's mouth. Kanda sent me glare. "You need to eat something else than soba noddles." "Shut up. I can eat whatever" Kanda replied coldly. Taking the dango out of his mouth. I sigh heavily and ate in peace. "Done!" I shouted happily. "Good because we need you Taya." said someone. I turn around to find Lenalee. "Okay" I said. Jumping up and following after her.
We walk a bit away from the cafeteria til she pinned me against the wall. I gasped at the sudden change. "So, what are you giving Lavi?" Lenalee asked. "What?" I said. "His birthday is tomorrow." She said. Then realization hit me. It was indeed tomorrow and I have yet to find him something. "What should I give him?" "Don't know. That's not my boyfriend." I huffed. "Make sure you give him something." With that she ran off. I sighed. *What could I give him? A new watch? New cologne? A new scarf?* I sigh again. Birthdays was never really a thing for me. I just normally torture my brother. But ever since I came here,there were birthday parties and gifts. I sighed again. Then arms wrapped around my waist. "What's wrong?" He ask. I already knew it was Lavi. I knew his touch, his voice. "Nothing" I lied. "You're lying." he said. I should have known. He was able to see right through me. He turned me around to look into his eyes. Then I lost. I poured everything about forgetting his birthday and now I don't know what to give him. I was then dragged to his room. I struggled barely so I wouldn't hurt him. As soon as we were in his room. His lips were on mine. I gasped allowing his entrance. I kiss back. Wrapping my arms around his neck. His grip tighten on me. I was soon running out of air. Pulling back to breath. His lips only moved on to my neck. "Lavi" I moaned. His lips traveled even further down until he reached my collarbone. Then suck and bite on that spot to mark me. I moan for it was a sweet spot for me. A now purple highly abused spot was free from his mouth only to cover mine again. I pulled back, wanting a explanation. "I love you" was all he said before my shirt and bra was off.
~LEMON ALERT~ LEMON ALERT~ LEMON ALERT~ LEMON ALERT~ LEMON ALERT~
His mouth attach to my left nipple pulling on it, sucking on it. Moans freely escaped my mouth. His right hand brush over my right nipple leaving me to gasp and beg for more. He only pulled away and place me on the bed. My back hitting the familiar comforters. The reach up to kiss him again, never wanting to pull away til again the thing called air was running out. My pants and underwear was gone in a second. I pulled back only to catch a minute's breath before Lavi put one finger into my sweetness. I moan then thrust my hips upward. He quickly added a second one because of my constant pleas. "Lavi" I moan more. He thrust his fingers in and out. I began whimpering. "I need more Lavi. Please, please,....more!" I moaned. Lavi gave me a chaste kiss then put in third. By now I was a mess. I was thrusting onto his hand. Moaning and half screaming in pleasure. Then an annoying but blissful feeling came. My release was coming. Fast. "Lavi....I'm...soon...faster...mmm...cum" I tried to said in a sentence. He only nodded and kiss me. His fingers were moving faster and harder. I was at the brink of it. One more push in but he pulled his fingers out. My whimper was quickly replace with a scream for Lavi enter his tongue into me. His warm, slick, wet tongue was eagerly moving inside me. It didn't take me long to cum after that. Screaming full on of Lavi's name. I panted heavily, feeling his tongue lick up me sweet substance. I felt kisses on my warm skin. Finally reaching my lips, a kiss was place on my lips. Then a tongue enter my willingly open mouth.  I could taste myself on his tongue. Moaning at the taste and the feel of his tongue. I pulled away for I shivered. My eyes open, when did I close my eyes, not quite sure but Lavi tend to have that effect on me. I glanced down to realize that he was still fully clothed. With my pout I said "You're still fully clothed." He only chuckled. "Undress me then." I wasted not time in getting him undressed. *I want to see him, feel him, touch him, kiss him, lick him-OH* I shivered. Lavi kisses my neck. "Are you okay?" He ask. I could only nod. I push him on his naked back. I ran my fingers down his chest. My tongue following right after. I could feel Lavi's shivers. I spot a tent forming in his pants. I smirked then lick his right nipple. "Taya" he moaned. Lavi then squirmed under me. My eyebrow arch but only for a moment for he began unbuckling his pants. I slap his hands away. "No. No. No. Let me do it." I said sliding down his body. I quickly unzip and took off his pants. I grip his cock through his boxer. Lavi whimpered and thrust his hips towards my hand. I only grip tighter on him. Lavi then moan. "T-Taya. p-Please." he whimpered. I smiled and took off his boxers. His cock sprang free from its confinements. I lick his head slowly around, teasing him. I knew Lavi didn't like teasing nor could take a lot. Lavi whimpered again. Pleading for me to take more of him and I did. I took him almost to his base. But couldn't for Lavi was huge. With one hand rubbing what I couldn't take and the other playing with his sacs. That alone was enough to drive him insane. Lavi could only grab the sheets and moan. But I sucked and licked him. Tighten and relaxing my throat when he slipped in or out. Lavi tighten his grip on the sheets. The moan rose more frequently and louder.  I licked and sucked more. Another shiver ran through him and his cock pulsed. My head was then pulled up only to meet his lips. Another makeout sessions came back. My back felt the sheets again. I look up to see Lavi towering over me. "Are you ready?" he asked. I nodded. Lavi spread my legs wide open and push my knees to my shoulder. He then entered me. A scream was let out by me. As soon as he was all the way in to the hilt, he check on me. "Move Lavi" I could only say. Lavi nodded and pulled out only to push in slowly. My head was thrown back with a whimper. "faster...faster..ohhhh....pleasee..faster" I moaned. As soon as I said that another scream was ripped from me. Lavi moved faster and harder. He wrapped his arms around my waist, pushing further in me. I could only moan and scream out in pleasure. Lavi's hands slid from my waist to my hips. Moving my hips to match his thrusts. My hands found the sheets and his hair. I gripped hard. Lavi moaned and started licking my already bruised spot. Hours began flying by. Sweat was dripping from both of us. Air was little between us then lessen more when kissed. My orgasm was coming. "Lavi..Lavi!....Cumming!!" Lavi thrusts sped up if that was even possible. My hands flew to his shoulders, digging into it. "Oh god, oh god, oh god, oh god, oh god,oh god." I kept repeating over. Soon I was cumming. "LAVI!!" I screamed his name. My body, my voice, my mind, everything cried out only for Lavi. A few seconds later, Lavi was cumming due to my tightening of my lower regions. I could feel it enter me, leaving me to moan. Lavi collapsed on his arms barely keeping himself up. As we slowly gained breath again. We kissed with love. Lavi rolled onto my side then held me. "Why did you do that?" I ask. "Because I want to show you that I need only you. So hold me forever." he said. "I love you" "I love you too." Another kiss ended the sweet night.

No Other

The smile on my smile was compared to no other
The joy that filled me couldn't be contain
I may be the happiest person alive
May be not but with my love I was
There were no sad times
No argument that kept us away from too long
No other love dared to try to match us
I was floating on cloud nine
He writes me songs of love
When we dance, his arms are always around me.
Coaxing me to be in his arms
I would never get out of those arms.
Those strong, full of muscle arms
We sit under the stars
Talking and holding hands
We sit down at dinner
Eating and laughing
Every time its time to part, sadness fills me
He kisses me with reassurances that I'll see him again
But it was never enough
I could only want more
A little selfishness wasn't too bad
He thought it was rather cute but stop me when it went overbroad
Girls wanted him
Trying to seduce him with every of my fault
But that didn't waver him
He thought of it as cute and normal
He saw every good in me
I saw the good him as well
The way he effectively explain anything to others
The way he smiled when I did anything cute
I could be a little stupid at times
But only he laugh then explain to me
The memories of those came back to me
Now I'm his wife
His lover
His no other

Me

My eyes are small but always see
My ears are big but listens
In height I'm short but I get around
Me feet is small but I can move
My knees are another story
A long painful story
I used to run, jump, climbed, hop, skip
But that all changed
Walking becoming difficult to do
I push through it
Push through the pain
Push through the insecurity
For me and no one else
Becoming nothing but me

Mission

I'm on a job
Make it or break it
Fear is not a material
Quitting is not an option
I'm moving
Its like dancing to me
Some is hard then some is easy
No mercy allow
Straight forwarded
Let nothing stop you
Don't let any personal things come up
Always be careful
One fall, all fall
In a team you stick to it
By your self stick to it
Alert always
Cause your mission is first