Shouting

Pain overcoming me
My mouth opens for nothing
No sound came out not even a squeak
Shock came over me
Then no breath
Struggling to breath
No one around
Alone in the dark
Save me someone
Screaming mentally for nothing
So what should I do
Nothing
Just die as my salvation
But I want to live
But pain stops me
I'm shouting for salvation and life

For you

Distant must love us
Drama made me
Avoiding is your game
I'm sorry for this
Sorry for the love
Sorry for listening to my heart
I will bury it
Burn it even
But don't leave me
In this cold world
Don't hate me
I will only slip deeper into despair
Confusion swallowing me
Why did I fall
Fall in love
Fall for you
If we can't be lovers then friends
Not then nothing
I will leave you alone
Just don't hate me
Don't leave in a bad taste
I'm sorry
Sorry for the hurt and pain you feel
Distance over coming us
Only to show pain

The Death Nightmare

The nightmare that creep on you
Was the worst of all
This one might be our demise
This attacked your heart
Made you weak
It confused your mind
Knowing it was winning
It went on carelessly
Your picture dream pouring blood
Light surrounded you
You die in this nightmare
Nothing more than a blank you

On the edge

Looking down on the ant people
They all scurrying along
Until one finally looked up
Before I knew it
The cops came with screams
There useless talking
I was just sitting there
I wasn't going to jump
The more they plead for me
The more annoyed I got but
The silent aching to jump
But dying wasn't for me
I sat there
Listening to music
Until arms wrapped around me
Relief filled the air but
Annoyance filled me
I wanted to see the view
On the edge of the building

Fear of you

How did we get here
The wind blowing still
Isolating the distant
Your backing was to my face
Turning towards me
Your red deadly eyes
Emotionless, cold, hard eyes
Finally noticing my teared stained face
The wind taking in to close the distant
I take a step back
Not wanting you closer
Love wouldn't separate us
And it really didn't bring us close
You got to me
This is the end

Revenge

The pain swallowed me
Freezing me into one spot
How did I get out
Not exactly sure
I do know that I thirsted for something
Blood of my enemies
I wanted nothing less
Waking into a new beautiful body
Unsure of where these deadly weapons came
I will used them
I had a new face, name, body
I was completely different
This only increase the easiness
The time for pain has come to
Blood shall be shed
They will die of my
Revenge

Determination

You brought me down
There were things I couldn't do
I couldn't do much
Your verbal attacks continued to me
But I stop caring
As soon as I did
You did it again but worse
Then a strange feeling overcame me
The feeling to shock you
The feeling to make you regret those words
This was determination
A feeling that made me continue to be me

Music

Its all i hear
Its my drug
I can't live without it
The one thing that gives me sanity
Finds no fault in me
Where everyone is alike
To come together
Contends my heart
Something that defines me
In the end
I'm just music

Me

My eyes are small but always see
My ears are big but listens
In height I'm short but I get around
Me feet is small but I can move
My knees are another story
A long painful story
I used to run, jump, climbed, hop, skip
But that all changed
Walking becoming difficult to do
I push through it
Push through the pain
Push through the insecurity
For me and no one else
Becoming nothing but me

This Feeling

Should I tell you about the way I feel
Should I write it down to you
Sing it to you
How can I describe this feeling
This feeling that haunts and aches me
The feeling that leaves me in pain
What should I do
Nothing is what I want to do but
My heart beats faster by a mere thought of you
I don't want this
Never had but
You came just to confuse me
i will stop this aching in my heart
For I love you

Get Out

This feeling is not what I want
This pain is becoming unbearable
I want all of this to end
I never wanted to fall ever
You changed that
So simply you change me
I will wake up from this dream
I will open my eyes to reality
Everyone telling me I should or shouldn't
But I make the decision
I will fight the pain
I will slow my beating heart
Take it back from you
Anything else I need to forget about you
I will leave you
Get out of this nightmare

Free

Trap by chains
Tied and bound physically
My spirit roaming around
My mind dreaming
Thinking about water
How it flows places
Small and wide
Also the wind I thought about
How it can go anywhere
Blowing soft or hard
There was a time when I felt the chains lift
Heavy rusted chains were gone
I walk on
Wounds heal blood dried
I am free

The Way I Feel

This strange pleasure I feel
That started once in my heart to everywhere
The moment your hand touch mine
My heart beat so fast I was lost of breath
The feel of your lips on mine made me faint
The graceful , joyous smile on my face was made by you
Thinking of you makes my heart flutter
When you are gone, I feel sadness
When you come around, happiness fill me
I feel alive
This is the way I feel
Love is what I feel

Light

I know the world isn't full of sunshine
Nor colorful rainbows but I believe
That there is light
Light that saves you from stress
So where is my light
Clouded by hate and despair
I need the light to save me
I am in need of help
Maybe I'm not meant to be saved
No sweet moment for me
I don't believe so
But where is the angel
The knight on the horse
The pot of gold
No where to be found
I must save myself
For my own light