Me

My eyes are small but always see
My ears are big but listens
In height I'm short but I get around
Me feet is small but I can move
My knees are another story
A long painful story
I used to run, jump, climbed, hop, skip
But that all changed
Walking becoming difficult to do
I push through it
Push through the pain
Push through the insecurity
For me and no one else
Becoming nothing but me

Mission

I'm on a job
Make it or break it
Fear is not a material
Quitting is not an option
I'm moving
Its like dancing to me
Some is hard then some is easy
No mercy allow
Straight forwarded
Let nothing stop you
Don't let any personal things come up
Always be careful
One fall, all fall
In a team you stick to it
By your self stick to it
Alert always
Cause your mission is first

Tonight

Tonight nothing is thought about
Everything in is trap
Stars out, no cloud in sight
Under the stars were us
Hands intertwined
When we're together time stops
Our lips touch
Fireworks explode
Wrap in your protective arms
Safety fills me
Our eyes meet
Giving me reassures
Tonight we become one
Tonight I am your wife
Tonight you are my husband
Tonight is us

The Decision

There are many choices I had to come across
Many more in the future
But right now I face a decision
A deadly harmful decision
My heart is one choice
A choice that if ignored result to despair
My stomach is another choice
If ignored heavy prices of pain
Right now I am choosing over ice cream
Weird I know but vanilla and strawberry are good
My heart says strawberry for its my favorite
My stomach says vanilla for soothing
Stuck in a brutal battle you stop me
Allowing me to have both
With a kiss and a smile in your memory
I proceed to eat the delicious sweet treat
One decision down, unknown more to go

Light vs Darkness

In the light you can find the darkness
So why do we trust the light
Holding darkness close to it
Some say the light is secretly with the darkness
Some say the light is protecting us by keeping it close
Yet we don't know
Could the light help us or destroy us
We may never know
But in the end
Everyone trusts the light
Lets hope that the light is true

Love + Desire = Misery

Love is nothing but a silent killer
A slow killing disease
To not get caught, it gives pleasure
Fooling the new victim
When we finally notice, its all over
It spread too far too contain
The pain is overwhelming
Desire is just one step above lust
Want something to obtain
Sometimes nonsexual
Desire cloud your mind
Mind so cloudy that insanity sets in
Insanity harming you and others
The time of pain and blood
Love, desire does nothing but create a potion for
Misery

Time

A ticking sound in my ears
Hands moving in a circle
I stare at the clock
Waiting
Waiting for the change
Wanting
Wanting it to go faster
The evolution will come
I just want to be done with it
But I must wait
In this boring dreaded place
Time winds down
Slowly it winds down

The Moon

The white silver moon
Now whole and shining
Taking over me
Making me undergo a change
The moon is like a clock
Ticking to twelve
My emotions more steadier
Noticing the love of others
Thinking more clearly and farther
Noting that my body is firmer
I feel graceful
I acknowledged my self
Even my hair changing
I became me
With the help of the sparkling moon
The moon change us
The moon changed me for the better

Confuse

Is your head spinning round
Are you mentally insane
What is wrong with you
You are hurting your friends
Do you not want them
Then leave them
Your lover holding you close to him
Now you struggling out of his grip
Shock over his face
He loves you, you love him don't you
You're pushing everything away
Insanity
Confusion
Did they take your mind

A friend now my enemy

At first we were cool
Learning things about each other
Then we learnt more
How some things affect you and me
Now its like another whole side of you
We could barely say things without a fight
Most of your friends now strangers
I should have know
I should have stop while I could
But I believe everyone should have a friend
I wanted to be your friend
Now I'm in too deep
May not be able to get out
For my heart strains me here
Not wanting let this friendship go
But I will get out
I will become a stranger
I will become a blank face
I will become your enemy

Stuck

To make a difference start with the present
The past is nothing to worry about
The future is what you hope for
These wisdom words rang true to me
Right now we are at a stand still
How do we go on in this hate
This is something I'm not sure of
I want to leave you
I want to stay as your friend
I weigh the pros and cons
Finding out the cons had won
So I should leave you
But my heart tugs at me
No it screamed
Right now we are stuck
I can only hope to not be stuck anymore

Who Are You

I'm trying to figure out who you are
Telling me what I should or shouldn't do
I understand that somethings I mustn't touch
But you are crossing the line now
Telling me to what to do
Saying I shouldn't I rush when you did just that
I was angry that you tried to tied me down
Why won't you leave me to be
I am program the way I am
Rushing is the last thing I am
So what should we do
Let you continue that way is unacceptable
So I will end this
End all of your controlling
Allow myself to be free
I will figure out your plan
I will figure out who you are

Waiting

I love you that is true
My heart longs for you
I will wait though
I will not rush these bonds
They will become stronger
Until then I must wait
A long painful wait
Maybe I should stop all together
Though that thought was quickly cast
So what do we do
Friends is easier said then done
I can't stand not to be near you
So I wait
Wait til your heart desire me

Far Away Love

I feel stupid
I feel sick
I feel like a begging dog
Always waiting for his return
I should stop
As real as he is, hes so far
Still both of my heart and mind say no
This is good
I'm enjoying this feeling
You sometimes "yes" or "no"
Even your heart is in confusion
You wonder if we should stay
My heart screams the same
We can't see each other
We should be with another who we can see
But we know we can't
We can't give up
I love you
You love me
So we should stay
Even if we are far way

Obsession

I'm sick indeed
I'm sick because of you
I can't get you out of my head
I WANT you
I NEED you
I'm screaming for you
Please don't turn away
I fear of you leaving me
I can only imagine what you're doing outside of that door
Curse me for loving you
Curse me for only wanting you
Curse me cause I fallen too deep
Is it sad that I sniff your clothes when you're gone
Is it wrong I question every girl even when they're family
I'm going insane
Tell me you love me
Tell me you need me
Tell me there's no one but me
Tell me or it ends tonight
Tonight will be where we will live or die
I 'm prepared so let's go
I love you......
The question is do you love me
In this obsession

Forever Fans

Its really funny to me
The ones on top always break down
If lucky their only separated
You were the best thing
No one would think about hurting you
You were always true no matter what
So why fall now
Why so many is hungry for more
As you leave
You leave with many heart's broken
Is there any guilty feeling
You left us alone
Separated in disaster
 So I could only pray now
For a return
Always keeping faith
Watching far away
Close in the shadows
We will wait till you return
So we're waiting
So you can reclaimed your honor and crown