The Truth and Lie

The tear that welled up in my eye was a mistake
Another tear I wasted on you and won't get back
You drifted away and I chased after you
Only to be lost and hurt
But I got up and found my way back home
I saw you then
With her and another her
More and more girls around you
But I didn't care anymore
I knew by now you were leaving
That was just fine with me
I stop caring and I walk
Walking away from you
A blood trail behind me
Now my wounds had heal
I forgot about you but
You came back
Why did you come back?
Only to have my friend and teammate in you arms
I must have miss something
Why are you still here?
Do you want to hurt me?
Why would you do it and how?
There is nothing left of me and you
Only blank memories and wasted salty tears
There can't be any apology to explain this
So I leave you behind this time
As my love comes around and hold me around my waist
Passing you a 'Shame on you' look
You left me but I left you and became stronger
So I leave you with these partings words
'Feel the shame and sadness come to you. Feel the pain as I did. But know I thank you for you made me
Stronger'