If you could had

If I could had run forever
I would have run
If I could had flown away
I would have flew
If I could had drive
I would have driven away
The moment it takes you away
The feel of you drifting
The world suddenly stops
Nothing matters
That's what you thought
Until reality hits you
You can't go anywhere
Chained and shackled
Only if you could

Meeting Your Love

A soulmate you may call
A girlfriend you may call
A boyfriend you may call
But it's your love
few you may have
Many you may have
It may take a lifetime
It may take a short time
But you will know
The spark in your eyes
The fast pounding of your heart
The dryness of your throat
The feel of natural comfort with your other
The way your lips feel so perfect together
The way how time passes without a feel
The way you wonder how lucky you are to be with them
The way butterflies roam in your stomach
That is when you're in love
That's how you meet your love

How much you want it to end

The pounding
The rush
The annoyance
The anger
Filling you up
You want to be saved from this
Nothing feels good
Only pain
How can you be saved when you didn't save
The heart ache
The breaking sound
You want to leave
But you never gave them a chance to leave
The secret pleas
The silent whimpers
The suddenly dried red
Starting to become the last of you
Bright yellow, orange, and red
Black following the trail
A scream bursts out
Echoing around
Bouncing off the walls
Entering through the walls
Finding ears
A quiet fills in now
Leaving you to realize
How much you wanted it to end